Yes, there's always someone who manages to push those buttons that shouldn't be punched and destroy my mood for the rest of the day. I'm not trying to be Negative Nancy, but I really just want to vent it out. There are I times I know I'm truly at fault for what I did, but really, people have to keep adding to the flames. Adding fire to fire. Adding oil to the fire, but is it that necessary to prove your point? I already said sorry, and I truly meant it, but you have to keep adding on and on how I was in the wrong, how my judgment is wrong, how everything, from myself to the situation, is literally wrong. Is that really necessary? Will it make you feel any better? I already did my part and tried to make amends, but do you need to do that?

I know we are supposed to treat others the way you want to be treated, and that is my uttermost priority. Sure, I did screw it up, I admit. And I did think my judgment of the situation is correct, and I should have treated the person better. I did try to make amends. And yes, there have been times people point it out that I was at fault, but does adding your opinion over and over and keeping adding to the problem really essential? To help justify your way is correct ALL the time? 

I'm sorry for what I did, and I truly am. But telling me to have a good rest of my day after that incident will make me any better? It already destroyed my mood to have "a good rest of my day". Why? I kept questioning where it all went wrong, what happened. I kept questioning myself too and how I know I was truly at fault. And I take the blame for that. But to add on to have a good rest of my day? That just contradicts what happens after. It made my day crappy. It made my mood crappy (I was going to use another word, but this will suffice). And I'm supposed to be happy and positive, but you throw this on me?

Lastly, I promise the next post will be positive. I just needed a medium to vent. I know I should be encouraging, but from this post, I just want to let you know, if these kinds of situations did happen, I'm here for you. I went through it, and we can go through it together. Every step of the way.